On Mar 18, 8:05 am, Jyeshta wrote:
> Before, I said they don't look too bad, but let me be more
> specific.
>
> >- Full Moon exactly conjunct my natal Saturn (square my Chiron)
>
> On its own, not that bad, if it isn't an eclipse.
>
> >- Pluto conjunct my natal Chiron (square my Saturn)
>
> This one *is* tough, I forgot you're having t Pluto square natal
> Saturn. (I don't give Chiron as much weight as others do,
> although it does have an affect - I once made a list of several
> years' worth of significant Chiron transits, and for the most
> part, they echoed other rough conditions and had an unpleasant
> quality.)
>
> >- Mars conjunct my natal Uranus (my ruling planet)
>
> For me, this one is always hell (I have a natal Mars Uranus
> square and it aggravates my illnesses to no end and is almost
> constantly getting hit in one way or another - even Mars or
> Uranus transits or progressions to other points, like my angles,
> even by declination, always hell for me).
>
> >- Sun exactly opposite my Saturn, square my Chiron & Uranus
>
> I have never quite found transits of the Sun to have very much
> affect at all, except for the Solar Return. But added into a bad
> bunch, it doesn't exactly help.
>
> >So is this the one that's finally going to do me in??
>
> NO! It's going to be OK, D. Rough waters, that's all.
Thanks very much for the reassurance, G! Once again, you've buoyed me
up! I feel ridiculously "needy" these days.
Saturday was my worst day for pure raw anxiety out of nowhere. But
inexplicably, Sunday PM, I felt a strange new calm, a new sense of
control. Didn't need any xanax at all! I kept wondering, "How can
this be?"
What I didn't know until I actually checked it on Monday in
SolarFire's animated biwheel was that t Neptune went exact on my Sun
Saturday, and started separating Sunday PM. My belief in astrology was
confirmed yet again. I'm amazed that I could feel the separation begin
like that, not knowing at the time that it was actually occurring
right then.
But now t Mars is going exact on my n Uranus (which is square my n
Saturn), which has been such a "great help" in working up my nerves
about the upcoming Grand Cross Lunation. Okay, rough waters...I've got
my life-jacket on...and letting others do the driving, cooking, etc.
Thanks again, G!
D. Hadrian
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