On Apr 28, 9:02=A0am, Gordon <gor...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> On Sun, 27 Apr 2008 16:48:04 -0700, dead <kosmicg...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> > On Apr 28, 6:44=A0am, Gordon <gor...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> >> On Sun, 27 Apr 2008 09:37:36 -0700, Zanthius =A0
> >> <zanthius_of_d...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> >> wrote:
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> >> > On 27 Apr, 06:46, Gordon <gor...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> >> >> Gordon: Where is your heart Vanier, what has become of it? =A0Your
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> >> mind is
> >> >> testing, testing, testing, turning everything into a game of =A0
> >> checkmates,
> >> >> and in it all your heart has become a small ball of mud. =A0Show
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> >> your
> >> >> heart or bow.
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> >> > My heart always is in synergy with my mind.
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> >> Gordon: For myself, I would be suspicious of ANYthing wearing the
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> >> of =A0
> >> "always". =A0Heart is like a silent witness and mind like a noise
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> >> to =A0
> >> be heard. =A0Heart sees and mind knows, or so it seems from here
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> > say you are in the mental centre and your emotional centre is ****.
> > the emotional part of you might still be gross valued immersed and
> > have a difficult time doing any higher function corresponding to where
> > you're at mentally so you don't walk, or feel, your talk... but
> > because your brain is conscious of other ideals it creates a should
> > and should not system and you immitate higher functioning emotional
> > centre when you just want to show off, **** girls, and well nah.....
> > eating meat is digusting. :) anyway the point is the lower self needs
> > some space emotionally or it will never get the chance to grow out of
> > itself properly, for as long as the mental centre is onto all this
> > other bull**** and your emotion is immature about it (thus its
> > bull****) and tries to feel a claim over your knowlege, tries to also
> > pretend to live up to your ideas that come from your knowledge, it is
> > a mess and all mixed up and not breathing the air it is intended to
> > breath of the lower being values which lead through experience over
> > that level and none of this is to say the higher emotional centre is
> > impossible just an altered state until you have really lived your life
> > out in the proper process. =A0all the intellect should do instead of
> > forcing a formal operation over your true nature is help THAT rather
> > than beam you up into it's ufo before you are a full grown human.
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> > the higher emotional function does i reckon, from here, come from an
> > ability to shut your face up and listen more than interpret and tell
> > yourself stories in the meantime of your inability to percieve.
=A0there=
> > is no standard procedure or moral mathematics that the mind can
> > control the emotional centre with, you have to be in the moments you
> > are operating on with your heart and not just analysing them for
> > procedure.
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> Gordon: Mind gets lost in its thunder-like explanation of things while
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> heart silently watches the story unfold. =A0To think you know what you
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> is a mistake not easily corrected
explanation and reality intertwine sometimes. the explanation can
even be the reality if you are percieving it like a part of life
itself. the thunder can be the artistic side rather than the dry
explanation and they might get mixed up into an egotistic amp-ing but
it's not always like that. feels natural sometimes. anyway
especially if it's done like a beta, in a figuring it out kind of
notation process.


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