they're saying it will keep going up and soon might be at 100 000
people dead if the government doesn't allow international help at a
greater amount. how can you not notice it and how can you not feel
it? the trauma occuring for all those people i mean...... so i am
letting myself take notice, i have learned to detach from minor world
tragedies too far away from any of my ability to relate part because i
actually do feel a bit off colour and sad about everything well i get
effected but when they are like this it is like a massive unspeakable
and awful thing going on outside that can't be stopped, and there is a
part of us in respect and pain for the others trauma even if it isn't
easy to feel how bad it really is.