On May 9, 6:18=A0pm, dead <kosmicg...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> > On May 9, 5:59=A0pm, dead <kosmicg...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> > > On May 9, 4:26=A0pm, dead <kosmicg...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> > > > other than hillaries kuntu i hadn't read nuthin about kuntu. =A0i
th=
ink
> > > > kuntu is getting turned into like..... a mess. =A0my
interpretation =
has
> > > > so if only for myself here's the re interpretation of everybody
usin=
g
> > > > kuntu for their own meaning in their own story and why you ****er
> > > > can't get the emotional immaturity of bragging about kuntu.
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> > > > kuntu: =A0prana. =A0kuntu: heightened level of prana. =A0kuntu:
> > > > synchronicity.
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> > > > you like to use it for synchronicity? mixed with the other
concepts,=
> > > > or maybe you mean prana and its power but you mean its quality of
> > > > synchronicity specifically. =A0there's a relation****p between them
> > > > obviously... they all refer to the metaphysical. =A0and heightened
p=
rana
> > > > corresponds to heightened level of synchronicity.
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> > > > it matters other than clarifying a definition because of the
emotion=
al
> > > > error i reckon is made. =A0the emotional error is that the
heightene=
d
> > > > (in amp not evolution) energy body appeals to the collection of
"coo=
l
> > > > **** about me" the ego likes to make. =A0every level can be
heighten=
ed
> > > > in intensity, in energy, etc but it is especially tempting prize
for=
> > > > the ego to claim-down to its level. =A0and in doing it the ego is
lo=
sing
> > > > the greater game, because it is wanting so hard to win and to be
and=
> > > > to beam, the game is only its own... ego game. =A0and you know
where=
all
> > > > the power goes, to the ego!!! so all the potential power gets
sucked=
> > > > straight down into the ego... the narcissistic core, the thunder
of
> > > > self, the pride and the glory....... and a number of selfish acts
ar=
e
> > > > likely to follow.
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> > > > the ego can claim to be powerful like i said and it can claim to
be =
in
> > > > the game-matrix...... this is the higher level of the game. =A0the
c=
ake
> > > > is a lie... the claim to being in the game matrix is more subtle a
l=
ie
> > > > than simple power lordism. =A0but it is the same thing, the ego
take=
s
> > > > something not necessarily all about it and makes it all about
it...
> > > > and retards the potential.
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> > > > that's why i said some level of conscious ... you know the self
you
> > > > use in business, in school, you don't rely on magick there do
ya....=
..
> > > > some level of conscious control has to be kept so that the ego
isn't=
> > > > the ****ing bastard it sometimes wants to be. =A0because when the
re=
igns
> > > > are lent over to a higher power who knows if you are talking about
t=
he
> > > > ego glorified or the true higher synchronicity or a true higher
powe=
r
> > > > of your energy system as a whole even... yet the ego isn't to be
> > > > buried.
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> > > > the ego can be expressed with sincerity without the self illusion,
b=
e
> > > > honest. =A0don't think it's all under the power of rational or
trans=
> > > > rational, sometimes you just really wanna vent right? =A0so vent
if =
you
> > > > can trust yourself after backing off some, vent if you can judge
the=
> > > > emotional interplay warrants... and the ego can be joked with.
=A0it=
is
> > > > a mask after all, when it blows itself into the false concept of
> > > > vanity "ego". so when you know you are wearing this pomped up mask
> > > > have a joke.
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> > > > ___
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> > > > after reading the last paragraph several times i still believe im
> > > > right but want to clarify... by under the power i meant "true
aim", =
if
> > > > your true aim is egotistic and you are claiming worldcentric or
> > > > spiritual... there is no problem in the true aim only in the
confusi=
on
> > > > about what it is... and with an egotistic true aim one might still
> > > > arise in the context of rational and transrational, "under the
power=
"
> > > > but not in the sense of it being all about something higher and
the
> > > > lower being illusion, in the sense of it being kept check of by
the
> > > > higher even if the values acting out are egotistic. =A0this might
no=
t
> > > > always be necessary but it is probably healthy seeing as we're
human=
> > > > adults and not children or animals.
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> > > magick depends on the magician. =A0if you are carried away with the
ac=
t,
> > > the doing, the effects on the environment and situation around you
it
> > > is again another trap of the ego and you think the magician self is
> > > dependent on the acts almost rather than the other way... and the
> > > magician turns out to be a pomp pig in disguise as the pomp itself,
a
> > > fantasy version of the term magician. =A0so more attention to the
> > > magician, serious attention instead of trying to make the magick
> > > happen by force and not real development or even real power because
> > > the ego is flimsy when it's so false, the fuel doesn't make it far
> > > without other powers to sup****t. =A0magick is found always to be so
> > > focused on the self when its real, that the lower end of newbies are
> > > disillusioned and besides the self is such a hard thing to change,
all=
> > > the powers of =A0your egotistic crap combined can't shove it.
>
> > the ****in ego ey. =A0haha don't get it wrong it is a legitimate value
> > for the whole self system to have as a part of its whole value
> > system. =A0the ego self i mean, the self turning in on itself like an
> > ingrown nail, not letting itself grow outward into sensitivity and
> > wisdom to the environment and its own entire self even (every ego
> > thinks is the only ego or would like it that way). =A0so i've kind of
> > limited the term to self centric..... not self itself. =A0self
concern.
> > the very immature pinch of self obsession under most of our lives most
> > of our lives. and the way the self concern makes up a fantasy of
> > itself so that the ego is not only the narcisisstic self but the
> > narcissistic delusion of self. =A0look they're ****in words. =A0****
wor=
ds
> > the concepts are pretty firm under that, mabe im trying to say too
> > much or too much detail, no it's the words fault this stuff should be
> > talked about, yes im the beta man. =A0alpha male "stinkers". =A0:)
=A0eg=
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> > ego ego, its a strong word though. =A0like **** **** kuntu.- Hide
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> another way, maybe the more common way (im sifting for it), is ego
> means the self as it manifests at any level, the self in its entirity
> and the self at any of its levels of self-sense...... egotistic means
> to be ingrown, around oneself. =A0bloody hell gimme a sock to put in my
> mouth and im not talking to you know who. =A0using words naturaly you
> give it meanings more complex than is easy to actually define when
> youre look right at it. =A0and you give them multiple meanings. =A0and
you=
> trip and so at som point i need to get every definition and my own
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bloody hell
so wisdom right, i reckon as a yungstar ..right, the widom is like
formal intellect divorced of life experience, right? it start as
cavement leaping up their brain into high feats of strategic violence
and rape right, then they got sick of that right and they use their
brains for higher and higher value. da old men learned and told us
everytihng right and **** dat **** it like math right i hate math
right. so wot you do right is you ****in stab da old man dead and you
****in think for yourself and you ****ing prove it right.
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