On May 12, 2:23=A0am, Gordon <gor...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> On Sat, 10 May 2008 22:06:41 -0700, dead <kosmicg...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> > On Apr 29, 9:23=A0am, Gordon <gor...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> >> On Mon, 28 Apr 2008 02:38:02 -0700, Zanthius =A0
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> >> > On 28 Apr, 00:44, Gordon <gor...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> >> >> Gordon: For myself, I would be suspicious of ANYthing wearing the
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> >> >> "always". =A0Heart is like a silent witness and mind like a noise
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> >> >> be heard. =A0Heart sees and mind knows, or so it seems from here.
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> >> > Perhaps it was a little incorrect to say that my heart always beats
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> >> > synergy with my mind. Actually, when I come to think about it, my
> >> > emotion is like a field of energy which has been growing in
> >> > electromagnetic power.
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> >> Gordon: Maybe you place to much emphasis on what you think.
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> >> is happening when you do this "thinking about things". =A0I suspect
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> >> you do you'll see that making an "investment" in it's end results
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> >> the most prudent thing to do.
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> > hyper pathetical science is most certainly the future.
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> >> > I remember vaguely how my emotion was at earlier stages of my life,
> >> > and it just had less electromagnetic power. When my emotion had
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> >> > electromagnetic power, I was more susceptible to fear.
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> >> Gordon: Remembering vaguely is no substitute for seeing now. =A0Or so
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> >> seems from here.
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> > you look just like the invisible man from here.
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> > seriously......no prob for anyone who ddoesn't want to reveal their
> > mindheart, but with all the criticism from the darkened corners id
> > like to see a positive contribution from people, and a real "get
> > real". =A0who the **** is real here? =A0i can't even see you you are
so
> > filtered. =A0anyone who shows themselves gets tomatos thrown at them.
> > by ones who don't show anything. =A0i want lee and you and mark to
"get
> > real", i see such bull**** tries at it and it's cute and humanising
> > but its so friggin errrrrrr!!!
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> Gordon: If I may intrude into your darkened sense of things for a moment
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> with a few bones you can chew on.
> Your struggle is with yourself, after all what is more real for you than
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> you? =A0Yet you would like Lee, Mark, or me to get real, as if you would
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> know it if you saw it. =A0Keep in mind that I'm speaking as a friend and
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> attacking you.
> You're all the real you have and if it doesn't seem enough then maybe
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> because you take what you think for what you know. =A0When you see how
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> your unknowing really is you'll be able to think freely on your own,
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> mind will be like Teflon in that nothing will stick and make it more of
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> you come to see what no one else can see for you. =A0Now how you like
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> chewing them bones?
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so, send me your boot so i can kick my ass with it because nothing you
say hasn't been thought and fit into my wheel like parts.
anyway why the fuss over me wanting you all to be yourselves here. im
just airing something that any human would intuit who percieves this
newsgroup. im not even as invested in the group as i believe you are
but i believe the energy can't hurt any one or anything can it. im a
sick person there is no denying it, and the things i say are all
tainted, but that doesn't mean im wrong? should not speak? have
nothing, am unable to muster a word of value? lol... i am always
smiling at the energy that comes out like drama here but it's all fun.
ok that routine is out the way ok? you made good points and im just
nit picking back at you and seeing who wins in general. i think i
lose because i am the one really ****ed up if you think of it like
that, but i win because i make the actually relevant and interesting
things up and i am not unaware of who i am to the degree anyone ever
believes. i think i am always on the pulse even though i hide it in
the over analysis and the messiness of delivery.
btw, teflon is exactly what i mean, ill look it up. you appear to
have described the partner****p of nothing space and the mental
activity and how it changes as the objects of the mind are transcended
in place of the nothing space. the nothings i dunno, I Don't Know.
being inexperienced, i can't call it any thing without being aware i
am only using it in a void of actually understanding it. anyway, for
modern man experiencing states of depersonalisation it is a
psychological issue and not spiritual, and it is a problem.. they
don't have many hopes in it being apart of a path, only a really ****
run of luck in their life that everything feels like it is drying up,
so they try like vampires in this world to revive the ego and the
body. sorry i watched NUMB with Mathew Perry in it, for mothers day.
i thought it would be really funny but it was kind of lame but it
described me well enough.
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> > im spla****ng for a reaction, for interests sake and for perhaps the
> > sake of the group but i really don't know how worthwhile the group is
> > at all. =A0its just if you are gonna put your spare time into it why
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> > put your heart into it. =A0gordon lee mark. =A0its the cesspool you
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> > why? =A0because you aren't filling it with anything else of your own
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> >> > Positive and negative events might change my feeling marginally,
but
> >> > most of my feeling is simply what I am always carrying with me from
> >> > the past.
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> >> Gordon: The key to understanding is not found in measured change,
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> >> =A0from unmeasured living that the river of understanding flows. =A0
> >> Esoterically said I know.
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