Lady Azure kindly replied, while I took my time replying...
TEM****AL wrote:
>>
>> (SNIP)
>> >> Sorry if I'm getting a bit mystical here; But you really should
rejoice and trust
>> >> Hitchicker's to the galaxy on this:
>> >>
>> >> DO NOT PANIC !.. :D
>> >
>> >The Mice Really are the Advanced Ones!
>> >
>> Yeah...
>>
>> Makes me wonder why we had to share BLUE with scorpions ?
>
>Their Gold, but the mice ran with the Giants.
>
There are things I'd rather not understand while I'm alive.
I just read your entire reply, and see that I share that Destiny as well
Azure.
I just said I'd rather not understand, but what is my incarnation's choice
really.
That's what I mean.
The 'Why' operation is embedded in Life itself.
The livings will always wonder.
>> But I'm getting ahead of myself Azure....
>> I'm glad to find you here everytime... It's a ball dance !
>> Forgive good'ol fa****onned sentiments.
>
>Destiny for me, I have little choice.
>
Mystery is never a choice either, and I must add I'm talking about
occultism either.
There are two destinies for each moment; The beginning, and its end.
You are right on both accounts... The choice is not ours to make, yet we
always
meet both. We meet at this end indeed.
>> Things are gonna change really quick but not right now.
>
>Better, "RIGHT NOW", not later, "NOW!!!!!!!!!!!
>
You are right Azure.. I am considering the curtain of all things with
a certain 'desire' to bring back some of the magic, the Glory and the
Might.
Canadian Dollar now at 1.10$US... I've told that to a friend a few weeks
ago,
and he was amused...
I told many about the future already and they were amused and even I,
consider
myself just the happening of one destiny I have a hard time understanding,
let alone
chosing.
The moment I realize my babysteps are done, I shall walk.
Right now...... I wonder if I can/deserve/must/am to deliver.
I'd rather consider myself a 'nutcase' for a while more, and see the
colors others can't see
as well.. Eat from a meal served to the prisonners of my kind.
NOW, you say... But I can reply you are answered and it is happening NOW.
But it's not happening in an easy way to understand from a 'now's
perspective.
Infinity is not about ru****ng it's final outcome; and finality is only the
surface of what
is a new turn on things (Every).
Yet.. I agree.. NOW is the time....
Remember our older discussions.... You suggest the only one I can deceive
is myself;
Then I won't deceive you Azure !..Since I reply to you in this here and
now.
>> Let Christmas get nearer and the skies will change.
>
>Enjoy it, I don't, not that stuff.
>
It's just a convenient time for me Azure. It used to represent a higher
spirit, but now
is more widespread as mercantile and spiritual deceptions.
Before Christianism, it was a celebration of Hope and fertility for the
upcoming year.
Enjoy exactly that... Renewal in the midst of the longest night.
>> Okay... I'm allowed tonight to be loud. So I bring the trumpets.
>> Funny that I realize I do not want to share anything else but
>> goodbyes,,
>>
>> You've seen 17P/Holmes, or you are unworthy to mysticism....
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>Your wandering here, there is a blur
>
It's a precursor.. Just a beacon for an unknown futur timeslice.
Part of my diverging beleifs in this society.
You are right about the 'blur' in my own thought Azure...
I'm not sure, about the next step exactly.. Not even sure I want to say
bye.
Seems unavoidable, but, there must be a moment where I receive the keys..
>>
>> I don't want to toy with this world anymore.
>
>They want to toy with us, they think it is funny to infringe on us.
>They have little understanding how dangerous it is.
>
You are right.. It's also my interpretation and motive for this spiritual
reaction considered by most like an aberration of reason.
I stopped swinging the mystical sword in panic.
"Why can I retreive it from the stone, said the young man."
The breath of the dragon is in the air ever since, and Merlin is silent
in my face and my shadow.
Lucid dreaming never was that hard until I became man.
I agree about 'dangerous'. It will become quite freaky, but everything
holding that "love spark" will be carried away home in the turn of things.
>> That's why I'm going home.
>
>I am the Key to the Doors, so if they come and get you tell them the
>legend is true and I am here!
>
My hope is what made me pull the impossible from the stone.
I shall not use it against them doubts.. I fear the moment they come,
because I am not made to provide them with answers they can use.
I am like a white lamb send to sacrifice.... I ate from the pastures I was
raised upon.
So they sue me now ? My white fur will scare them the day the others
come.
>> Earth shall remain a focus of my Love.
>
>Not mine, I do see it as Purgatory!
>
I understand Azure...
I don't have the complete understanding of all tasks that have to be
achieved
in this multiple Universe... This world is one of them.
Our life is part of it.
...Bitter.. Sweet...What's one without the other... If there is a Paradise
to this
Purgatory, then this purgatory cannot detain LOVE from raising !
Be all that you are, and the World you belong to, shall claim this one
high and loud.
>
> This is not my last post... But close.
.. .
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.. .
Thank you for this personnal reflexion Azure... I do have a hard time to
'let go',
and you are not the least of them reasons.
But I'm not gonna 'let go' if the day come that my feet echo goodbyes.
It's about 'Evolution' in a much more complex perspective than the neat
one
about Darwinian's living things..
At one point we break the shell.......Whatever.. I realize this
explanation would be
much too complex to elaborate..
What is im****tant is that...... I WANT TO BE HERE... AND THERE.
I'm not going anywhere (else) than (surreal).. And here is just my Loved
backyard,
with incredible diversity; I wish not to forget. Ever.
Am I wrong or am I right about thinking this is close to my last post
?....
I'm barely trying to interpret my own 'visions'...But I'm not clear about
it...
How can I change it still ?
I want the door open for Back and forth; At least for a moment in time.
A segment between the beginning and the end of it.
I appreciate your X... Marks the spot.. The added meaning that Five is its
number,
and that I know you invested human thoughts into it.. I appreciate.
I can never leave humanity without a greatest gift.
I invoque Magnificient for all creatures of the Purgatory.
And it's happening NOW, in mysterious ways.. Understanding not the
favorite of them.
Honesty are the shoes that will never wear off.
Honest to the path.
Wake up Merlin for Me Azure.. I 'feel' , I still need some of his lights !
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