I have been hearing God for more than five years now, in different
ways. The "way" which has disrupted my life in every way possible
though is that I hear through thoughts that are not my own. I've been
writing of this for two years and have left a trail through the
medical institutions, church, family, and court of my claims and
though I do not hear voices, I do hear God so for whatever reason have
not been labeled schiczo, only severely depressed, I only question,
because this has involved years of extreme pain also, why wouldn't it
be natural to be so? I have also refused medicine though had it
forced on me from "well meaning" loved ones saying it was all out of
their hands and abilities, that God wanted me to suffer for reasons I
did not understand. I also hear God through enlightenment and other
more accepted ways and desire to learn how others "hear" HIm.
bjdowling
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